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June 30 这个节骨眼上...最近可能是由于忙于考试,居然在这么关键的时候发烧! 今天凌晨在呕吐完毕后居然失去知觉,眼前一片漆黑,完全没有控制能力撞到了玻璃门上!现在眉骨的地方都还在疼...后天钢琴考试,希望我的体力能够恢复.
刚才做了一个小测试讲"适合美国哪个城市" 答案是这样. 大家有兴趣可以去玩下,就当考前放松吧!
June 27 关于速度的问题最近由于要准备某考试,发现做事的速度比原来快了很多,上来感叹下!
因为是一个星期前才发现只有不到30天的时间,意识到要严肃对待了,然后属于"狗急跳墙"的类型,发誓要拼命准备.
因为是金牛座,做什么事情都是即使火烧到了屁股也依然还是很"悠闲"的去做. 现在迫于考试需要,无论是吃饭,看资料,甚至连走路,洗澡都要快了很多. EG:平常上线看个论坛呀什么的用1,2个小时不算希奇,刚才居然用了8分钟在论坛上下了N堆资料,在BAIDU上搜索一明星还下载音乐,然后查了3个MAILBOX,打开QQ和MSN,另外又在一明星论坛上浏览并发表意见,与此同时登陆某人BLOG看到"与君共勉".忽然觉得人都是这么"拼命"过来的.
所以! 没什么大不了的! 加油! June 21 想到就说忽然觉得明年的这个时候大家有可能就彻彻底底的分开了,那个时候无论和谁有过什么矛盾都会化解开吧
今天不知道怎么的居然想到了这些事情,最近忙于准备各类考试,音乐会,还不时的跑到外地...才发现有些同学已经很长时间没有见过.
感叹下人有时候会忽视的自己最原始的感情.上学期间同学间的感情应该还是算比较真挚的吧
一年后大家各奔东西,不知道会幸运的遇上更真诚的人还是什么
今天晚上音乐会 休息前上来查EMAIL想到了这里 表达出来
现在每个人都在起跑线上准备,能跑多远就看自己了. 祝福大家! June 14 头疼之余的无奈终于下定决心为了C和UF要考G,然后在没有音乐的陪伴下读了30页的BULLETIN.依旧为10G的9机的不确定性而头疼,现在又跑出来个SUB数学,明天一定要找达人探讨下究竟.
另外刚在GTER读到一个帖子,拿出来分享下. 我们中国人真的要好好反省下自己了,不要因为某些人的道德问题而误了其他兄弟姐妹的前程!大家在做出某些选择的时候摸下良心,也要为中国人的声誉负责.不要因为你一个人而影响了千千万万的优秀华人!
letter from a professor majored in ME,U OF MICHIGAN,US Dear xxx: I would like to inform you of the situation relevant to Chinese graduate students here, at least at our department, which makes it very difficult for us to accept graduate students from China in the future. Over about one year period, we have had 6 Chinese Ph.D. students quit their RAship and Ph.D. studies. The reason for them to leave was not that they could not continue, it was rather because they want to have a job now (a higher salary, with a hope that the companies will apply for their green card status). They came with thier promises to pursue their Ph.D. degrees, we paid tuition for them to take courses for their Master degree, and we taught and helped them in their research capabilities. Once they got their M.S. degree in Mechanical Engeering, because of the excellent job market in the U.S. at this time, it is relatively easy for them to find a job. In a way we felt that we were used as a step for those Chinese students to come here, and get their master's degree, then get their jobs. We pay approximately $45-50 K/year for each Ph.D. student, including the tuition, health insurance, various fees, lab and computer fees, and monthly salary, we also put a lot of time and efforts for them. They (most of them) also did good research work as assistants. However, we don't get credit because we don't produce PH.D's, which is one of our major purposes as an institution of high education. On the other hand, they have their particular interests which are also understandable, for example, financial pressure, and wishes to have their green card applications on the way asap. This situation also happened to my Chinese Ph.D.student. He is very talented and did a good job in research. However, after he got his M.S. in M.E., he resigned very recently. We still let him stay here presently (with salary) for one more month, otherwise he will have to repay his tuition, which is over $10K. Although we are very considerate for those students, the consequencies are obvious: (1) It greatly degraded the reputation of Chinese graduate students who apply for admission. Some professors address those as "very unethical", "you really cannot trust them when they promise you to pursue their Ph.D. degrees under your supervision", " you feel you are so stupid as cheated by your own student". It really created some resentment. Actually, I know, as of this time, there are a couple of more students looking for a job or already got a job offer, but not telling their advisors. They will quit at the last minute before they leave. This situation will certainly get backfired, and the damadge will mostly be transferred onto the future applicants from China. (2) Some professors or research scientists have already made their decisions not to consider Chinese student applications. Although it should not and cannot be a policy, it is the individual's decision in selecting future Ph.D. students with preference, and in my opinion, with good reasons. It will make it much more difficult for us to bring in Ph.D. students from China. For example, as you know, I was looking for one or two Ph.D. students later this year, and I have a vacancy for a Ph.D. student now. But I will not consider Chinese applicants. At the same time I feel truely sorry, for I know, especially many graduate students from Tsinghua University of very high qualifications sent email applications to me (and to other professors), including yourself. Now I have to inform you that please try your applications elsewhere, or other professors. In our department, many Chinese graduate students know me and we have a very friendly relationships. The faculty members know that too. One told me: "You try to help them, then they screw you up!" I spent time to write this email message, for your information and considerations, as to how this situation may be somehow alleviated. You may discuss this with your close friends and classmates, I am not sure you should broadly propagate this message. But I did present a fact and an opinion June 12 喃喃在QQ看到这样的签名
"人生最美的莫过于瞬间的爱恋" 还蛮有诗意的 呵呵
最近心情不算差 这个周末去上海（龌龊的海航 -_-"） 一想到要去ESPRIT就不能自已 ^^
另外,要告诉表姐,西安到北京真的一点都不远啊!一点都不远!至少还都在中国啊! 所以你们要加油幸福哦! June 06 CD ADDICTED回来都快一个星期了 还是不能彻底忘掉那11天的生活
真的很没出息 唠唠叨叨的整天都是成都成都
每天睡觉前只要想到第2天的安排就好象要失眠一样
只要一想到CONCERT JURY T和C的EXAM就更加怀念在CD无忧无虑的生活
现在最需要的就是能够去SIGN一个PRESSURE REDUCE的课程
神经有点小崩溃 June 01 是回家还是离别？今天早上回到西安
第一次在火车上睡得这么好 可能是因为太无聊太伤感
为什么每次成都都会给人印象深刻？
为什么每次在成都都会太开心而不想离开？
在这里没有一天能够睡够7小时
却总是精力充沛
即使通宵唱K 第二天还是可以很兴奋的去DOWNTOWN
即使喝了混杂的酒精还是可以很早起来安排一天的活动
即使知道最后要各自分开却还是可以一起在别人熟睡的时候用酒精来麻醉自己说离别还很远
我们说
暑假见 很快
我们说
明年见 那个时候可以去看别国的风景
我们说
三年后见 那个时候可以像现在这样挥霍青春
我说 暑假见
他们说 没可能 他和她说 很好很容易
我说 明年见
他们说 很好会带你看风景 他和她说 这样有点早
我说 三年后见
他们没话说 他和她说 可能会
我说 暑假 明年 三年后
一定要再见
因为
再见是为了再见 总结 09年5月16 这次的成都之行一定要给个名词的话可以说是生活的转折点 NOEL在订婚后回到单身生活 自己在爱尔兰发展钢琴事业 MAX和我成了好朋友 扬言说从西北毕业后结束自己的钢琴生涯 J+J还在成都等待两年后我的到来 补充 09年9月12 一个GATOR继续称霸的一天 Noel结束了自己的钢琴生涯 进入法学院 Max回到了佛州 没有放弃钢琴 |
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